Hey waddup, ma beau`tfiul MaHaLZ ! Damnn...i'm so bore`d riight now..ain't nothin to do. Ma ass haz been Addict`dd to myspace ! haha...Since i haven't wrote in hurr fo`so long...i'ma tell you guyz some thangz dat'z goin on riight now. Uhhh, ma Life Suckz ! Ain't nothin new, riigh`t?!¿ I mean, first of all...i ain't walkin aross da stage at da ceremony in da last day of school wit ma homiez -n- shit...*Stupid ass mo-fuckin` teacherz* I mean, ma teacher(Mrs. Baran) gave her studentz a chance -n- she didn't give me JaCk-Shit ! So basically she'z fuckin pickin' favoritez.... stupid scrawny ass bitch !!! WATEVER...i ain't gon trip no mo`. I mean, all ya'll people dat are graduatin' don't give a damn about me or if i graduate, riight?!? So why me still buggin`?!? Hahaha....allz i'm gon say iz, HaVe FuN ! So yea....i'm good. Me just gotta let dat out. Lolz Anywayz, uhh...wat else?!? i just have hella other problemz...i mean, it ain't really minez but it'z anotha person'z problem but me -n- her are best-friendz -n- we're OnE together (-n- if ya readin` diz Mahal...i'm hurr fo` you no matter wat. Even if ya got someone else who'z first on ur list...Alwayz count on me) YUP ! Uhhh....on to ma Love life. Well, let'z just say i'm done wit ma break. -N- i just broke up wit a guy dat i don't even like...haha...i just said yes fo` da hell of it !! Lolz. I don't even count dat as us goin out but watever ! I guess i'm feelin` someone at da moment...-n- he likez me too but i don't know if we'll ever go out again... HoPefuLLy we'll give it anotha try !! I ain't gon say hiz name but.....Ohhhh, wat da HELL?!? i ain't a Pussy....aw-riight, it'z Kevin Kapchuk. Thurr i said it ! Hahahaha ! i don't know...he hella likez Alez more dan me though, -n- i would ask him out but it iz kinda uncomfortable wit me dat he likez someone more dan he likez me, so yea... Damnnnnnn !....just da way he hugz Alex, man ! You can see it in hiz eyez day he wantz some from her !! Hahaha....aw-riight, diz iz pro'lly long enough to entertain ya'll ! i'ma cut it hurr. Peace...HOLLA !

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Take a knife from da drawer in the kitchen... go upstairz in my room where no one can see, the misery that'z about to happen behind that locked door.. write my last farewell to all the people that I care about, cry my last tear... asking for forgiveness from Him -n- to put me in His paradise once I see the light. I close my eyes while I think about all the depressing shit I've been through -n- asking myself Why was i brought into this cruel world -n- Why I even deserve to live where I'm all alone, with no one to look up to. I count to 3... that's where it ends.

Life is Hard to deal with when you're all alone. There's so many problems that go by... it just makes me want to Runaway and not turn back. People say they want to help... people even try to help me, but I still see no change on what they've said -n- done. It'z no shits & gigglez when I say that I wanna end my life... I'm just waiting for the right time. How can I still want to live in this world where all the people I once loved are gone... -n- the people I thought would be there, are now dead to me... to where the people that brought me into this world are about to die... It just makes me wish that I would be Next so that everything can be at peace -n- done with. How can i ever get rid of this pain?

^^^Right thurr is da shit i wrote yesterday. I waz feelin' so dramatic! Well...as some of ya'll know..i broke-up wit Mario. There'z just too many problemz dat i have to deal with...it just makes me feel like i don't want a boyfriend riight now. I know he can help -n- comfort me...but see, it'z not gon work. Watever....i'ma cut it hurr.

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:..:Mood:..:>>ChiLLaXin'

Hey waddup ma Beau`tifulz! Damn, i'm so mo-fuckin' bored riight now...there'z nothin' to do! *sigh* watever! Anywayz, life iz as usual, da same! you know wat i alwayz say *Same ol' shit everyday, but da Journey still continuez* Lolz. Me -n- ma fortune-cookie tellin' ass! Hahaha....whew! damn....ma bad but i don't really feel like bloggin'...i'ma just update later....SO i'ma just cut it hurr!

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Hey waddup ma Mahalz! Well, ma ass iz bored as a phucker! So i'ma do another gah-damn survey! Aw-riight?!? Lolz. Hurr it iz:

__STATS___
NAME--Michelle Raye Gutierrez 
AGE--14 yearz old...
DOB--Feb. 21, 1991
HEIGHT--like 5'2 or 5'3...
WEIGHT--OooWee...ma weight alwayz changez, sometimez 112 through 118...Lolz.
SHOE SiZE--seben *7*

(((LOVE/ REALTiONSHiPS/ SEX)))
ARE YOU SiNGLE?--nope...
iF YOU ARE, ARE YOU DATiNG ANYONE?--....
iF YOUR NOT WHO iS THE SPECiAL SOMEONE?--Mario.
HAVE YOU HAD YOUR FiRST KiSS?--haha, yea!
ARE YOU A ViRGiN?--yyyes... lolz.
HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU HAD YOUR FiRST KiSS?--uhh...like in 5th grade..haha.
HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU LOST YOUR ViRGiNiTY?--I'm a freakin' virgin...hehe.
HAVE YOU BEEN iN LOVE?--i thought i waz once...but other than dat...nope!
HAVE YOU EVER CHEATED ON SOMEONE?--yea...well, dat'z coz it waz fuckin for revenge! shoot...haha...
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CHEATED ON?--Yea...*sadly*

*~*~*SCHOOL*~*~*
NAME OF YOUR SCHOOL--Campbell MIddle School
GRADE--8th grade.
FAVORiTE TEACHER--Miss Tibbs -n- Miss Brown...

[ [ [RiGHT NOW] ] ]
WHAT ARE YOU WEARiNG?--Shirt wit Pajama shortz wit heartz..lolz.
HOW DO YOU HAVE YOUR HAiR?--all up in a bun..
WHAT ARE YOU LiSTENiNG TO?--"Bacause of You" by Kyla
WHATS iN YOUR CD PLAYER?--"Encore" by Eminem
ARE YOU WATCHiNG ANYTHiNG?--yea...watchin' ma crackhead bro playin Need for Speed....lolz.
HOW iS YOUR MOOD TODAY?--HELLA sleep, ma stupid-ass had two hourz o' sleep!....hahaha...
WHATS THE WEATHER LiKE?--cloudy wit some sunshine...
DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH?--nah, just Mario...i gues...hahaha...

>>>>LAST PERSON YOU...<<<<
DATED/BOYFRiEND--Well, before Mario..it would be Kevin.
KiSSED--Mario.
TOUCHED--ma lil sister...
HUGGED--Mario...
DANCED WiTH--No one...
TALKED ON THE PHONE TO--Pam...
TALKED TO--ma Kuya *big brother*
iMED--Melissa...
iMED YOU--Trung...
CALLED--No one yet today...

_*:_:*_FAVORiTES_*:_:*_
BEVERAGE(S)--hmm....i guess Mountain Dew.
ALCOHOLiC BEVERAGE(S)--SNIRNOFF iCE//BLACK...aww, i want some now! Lolz.
OUTFiT YOU WEAR--i have a lot...
COLOR--blue, black, gray, purple, silver, -n-  white...
TV SHOW(S)--Simpsonz, MadTV, MTV, cartoons, -n- wat-not...
MOViE(S)--"The Notebook"...i love dat friggin' movie!
MONTH--February, December, -n- June...
DAY OF THE WEEK--Wednesdayz -n- Fridayz.
NAME(S) OTHER THAN YOURS--Pharell *i swear i'ma name ma son dat!*...Genisis...
MUSiC ARTiST(S)--i have HELLA!
ACTOR/ACTRESS--hella...
FRAGRANCE--Victoria's Secret...True Star...

::::RANDOM::::
DO YOU HAVE PETS?--nope, can't take care of one...lolz.
iF SO WHAT ARE THEiR NAMES?--....
WHATS YOUR RiNGTONE ON YOUR CELL PHONE?--ma ass iz too poor to have a cellie...hahaha...
DO YOU WEAR MAKE UP?--yea, it'z wat makez me pretty...lolz.
WHO ARE/iS YOUR BEST FRiEND(S)?--Pam, Marga, Dee, Martin, Jocselynn....
DO YOU LiKE TO DANCE?--yea...
HAVE YOU EVER SMOKED WEED?--hehe...yea...WHEW!
HOW MANY TiMES?--shoot...lost count...addicted to it fo`e a while...
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN iN A FiGHT?--Yup...
DO YOU HATE ANYONE?--nah....
DiD YOU LiKE THiS SURVEY?--i'm bored as a phucker..so it kinda entertained me!...lolz.

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